I am slowly going crazy...1,2,3,4,5,6...switch...

I don't know if I can do this, writing a first draft in a month, or at least of this particular play. I've done it before, just never in this context, I feel so uninspired, or just blah, I'm really not sure. I absolutely utterly hate when writing feels like a chore to me, and I have to do it, and then I come up with crappy writing. Or maybe I'm just thinking about it too much, harping on the negativity that it keeps on expanding and expanding and getting worse.

(Breathe.)

Okay, than stop thinking and just write. Stop all that unpredictable, ridiculous worrying and just write.